**Reality VS fantasy!** I’m actually feeling quite sad and e..
Added 2023-11-13 22:02:22 +0000 UTC**Reality VS fantasy!** I’m actually feeling quite sad and emotional as I pack up my home, a home I shared for a while with my ex. I feel all the heartbreak again… I feel sad about leaving this flat, a flat I thought I was going to live in for a long time… one of the reasons I’ve left is that there is a new squat in an abandoned shop under me selling drugs and robbing people… I witnessed 3 muggings in 3 days and have had to call the police twice in passed weeks. It’s been very stressful and I’m leaving the city for a quiet town by the sea. I’ve been packing non stop and I’m overwhelmed. I don’t share too much of what I actually feel or what is actually happening in my life because frankly it feels most of you are here to wank to the fantasy of me. But I wanted to share something a bit raw and honest, like I used to.
