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The fundraiser is for a mirror like this so I can take photos like these at home. I was making content with new BG partner so hope I can have regular BG content posted for you all. ❤️ Will try to post today.
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The first one was from when I was a t e e n a g e r and the second was when I was in my twenties. I’ve been fairly consistent in my personality apparently.
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I took my kitten out for a walk in the stroller. Success because he loved it. ❤️
Sorry I raised the price to my normal price because it wasn’t actually doing anything. I still was losing subs at a faster rate than gaining and I’m losing money so sorry. I haven’t paid my rent this month and life sucks. I still haven’t went number two in a month. I want to shoot myself in the head but I can’t even do that. Maybe one day I will.
I made a discord server plz join 🥺 https://discord.gg/JWZ34Q7m
Guess which is mine. I prefer the five factors in terms of accuracy though. I got the same things from the almost same percentage from age 14 to my current age. I have been so damn consistent in my personality.
https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test
Feel free to take it and tell me what you got :D
I’ll send winners a cute video later. (Btw If you want me to be completely disgusting I can, but im going to the hospital today for the prolonged medical issue that I’ve been struggling with. Hence delays in customs. I am honestly absolutely disgusted by how I look atm due to this medical issue. If you knew what it was you would agree trust me… if you want to know what it is, ask at your own risk…)
I’m wearing these exact same pants 12 y r s later… I don’t know why people find it hard to imagine themselves talking to people a bit y o u n g e r than them. I have been fairly consistent in terms of my personality from my t e e n years to mid adulthood. The main thing that changed was I became less pretentious and more open minded. It’s probably not surprising to find out that I had a high opinion of my intelligence growing up. As I aged, I learned there are many different ways of being intelligent and that you can learn from anyone. One thing I would tell my y o u n g e r self: if you think you’re depressed now, imagine how much worse life gets as you get older. Enjoy yourself more. I could be telling myself this now too but damn, I’m not enlightened enough to. Haha.
Has anyone taken the five factors or Meyers Briggs? Which did you guys get? (Personality assessments)
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Taking a walk but will get to customs tonight.
Someone tried to say that a woman’s value decreases as she ages as a man’s value increases when he ages. Says who? They tried to parade it off as objective fact supported by scientific data. Well, says who then? Who defines women and men’s value? Not evolution — evolution only tells us who survives and reproduces — it doesn’t assign value other than reproduction and survival rate. It’s society that dictates women and men’s value. Women aren’t inherently decreasing in value as they age, it’s society that tells us this.
Sure, we can say men evolved to prefer youthful features but that preference doesn’t dictate a woman’s value. In evolutionary terms, women are actually more valuable than men because they have wombs and the capacity to bring life into the world. We evolved from mainly our female ancestors; much of the men of our past were evolutionary dead ends who failed to survive and reproduce.
I hate sexist misogynistic language disguised as “science”. This narrative that women lose their value as their age is the reason women are often hostile toward each other, prevents them from working together. This book I read called Beauty Sickness really explains well how this fixation on physical appearance is unfortunately unavoidable — even if you grew up in a household which praised only your achievements, didn’t care about how you dressed or presented yourself, you still are f o r c e d to exist in the world where your value as a person hinges on how pretty you are. If you ever make fun of a woman for getting plastic surgery or editing her photos, think about the society that makes her feel she must do this.
I hate people trying to make me feel bad about myself for doing something as natural as aging. Is it really such an insult to grow and develop as a human? Should we just off ourselves after 25 because we’re pretty much useless at that point? I mean, I technically have already hit the age where they claim women “hit the wall” and I think I’m doing just fine.
So I will be on my flight all day pretty much but will arrive in New York at 10:30pm (22:30pm). I will definitely get all my customs set up for this coming week as well. Thank you for your patience. If you have a custom waiting for me, I can give you a discount on the full GGG video so let me know (45 min long). As you can see I lowered the price, I didn’t feel I was putting enough BG content to justify the current price. I hope that the new price helps people who are more reluctant about renewing to continue to renew and support my page.
I bought the parts for my PC so I’d like to start up twitch! Maybe a discord server even?
https://www.twitch.tv/katarinaishii
Tips are appreciated but you need not tip to make me feel appreciated; your likes are sufficient. I’m slowly feeling better; your comments and support is immensely appreciated. When I’m back in New York I can go back to my schedule of posting multiple times a day, doing customs, etc. I may have to go to the doctor about my digestive issues though. It’s been pretty bad actually (so no anal sorry).
If you ever feel you are a simp, remember I bought a guy all these games just for him to ignore me completely. Never feel you simp too hard because if anything, I’m way worse. (I’m actually trying to make a joke about how pathetic I am but I hope it makes you feel better and less pathetic).
Share a moment you simped too hard and felt dumb.
I am getting better. I am not going to focus on subscriber count more, just take it easy, won’t put huge discounts. I leave tomorrow back to New York so I hope it can go back to normal somewhat.
I’m still not feeling better but I’ll try to respond to some messages. I’m sorry — it’s been a hard month but I have content set up so I’ll have stuff posted on my page. Thanks
What I’m not going to do anymore is give discounts to expired or new subscribers. That’s it. I’m not really advertising on Reddit anymore. I deleted all my NSFW posts on there.
I’m depressed so these are all in a queue. I probably won’t be looking at this right now because I just feel terrible.
The lack of BG content for the month is not because I implemented PPV. It’s because my BG partner has been frankly unreliable in sending me the content of we made; hence me finding a new BG partner when I return. Also, it’s the holidays and I’m not going to fuck someone in the room next to where my parents sleep. My dad is 70 and on dialysis and I opted for staying a few extra days because I wanted to spend time with my family. I’m sorry my subscription isn’t providing you the value you believe it should and other creators provide more for what you pay — you know what? Then go subscribe to them because I don’t need your business and don’t want such an entitled person as a subscriber. I’m sorry my nudes look the same, but that’s how I’m comfortable presenting my body and you’re not entitled to every angle of me just because you pay a monthly subscription price. I try my best to give you all what you want but I have to also do what makes me feel comfortable. So here’s my shitty nudes that look the same but I have severe IBS and chronic constipation so can you imagine how bloated my stomach looks on a person who sometimes shits twice a month? If I had a healthy body image you get i will be posting my body on several angles but I don’t. I hate my body. I didn’t watch the GGG video because I hate my body and I knew I would be disgusted by it. I wouldn’t make BG PPV. The only thing I make PPV are things that make me uncomfortable doing on camera such as Pusey spread photos and masturbation videos. I don’t normally do them and that’s why it’s PPV. If you’re unhappy with what you get, do a charge back. If you’re unhappy because I’m not giving you the value from this subscription, then fucking unsubscribe.
I’m tempted to lower my price since I haven’t been putting out regular BG content and have implemented PPV. PPV helps me feel appreciated. No one tips on the videos I give for free. That’s just it.
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Creator Recommendation
🌟 If you wanted to see another half Chinese and half White creator, I recommend @erasedweeaboo-vip
Similarly, she puts her personality into her content and page, is also a weeb gamer like myself, and is just straight up adorable. Tell her I sent you 💕💕
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This is the above mentioned book by the talented @nastyavalentine
https://tsegeek.com/nastyavalentine/CYBERHORNY_Nastya_Valentine.pdf
I will post later but here’s 8 min with some of my personal annotations and thoughtful questions you are free to answer.💕
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My 15 y r old art work.
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I actually made this post to ask a question to those who are more technologically inclined. So I’m building a gaming PC and want to do it on a budget. What do you think of this so far:
https://pcpartpicker.com/list/3QPsHz
If you have twitch, follow https://twitch.tv/thestormdiver 😊
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If you have a private wow server lmk.
For the full length video, you get loyalty rewards if you’ve been subscribed (can’t have been unrenewed)
— subscribed for 2 months = $10 off
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If you’ve been subscribed for over 4 months without not renewing, you can get the 15 min video for $25
Let me know if you’re interested.
So I am looking Into doing cosplay and even nude gaming streaming but I have no idea how to go about it. I’m currently in the works of building a gaming PC and setting up my room for the Lego Colosseum so I can have a presentable space to build it. Here’s some of the games I have so far in my steam collection. As I mentioned before, I bought a memory foam mattress, hoping for better sleep and a dresser to make space in my room. I should really prioritize my well being and mental health more which means I should get better sleep, clean up my living space more often, drink more water, and so on!
🌟 Which cosplay would you like to see? If you don’t know how it looks, feel free to Google it. I like playful and colorful costumes the most.
🔥 Cosplays I plan and already have the materials for: Future Diary, Kaguya-sama: Love Is War, Death Note (Obv), Squid Games (how can I not), and more. :-) Cosplay is quite expensive but it seems like a fun and worth while investment.
🌸 Leaving tomorrow so I will be doing all the customs then. ❤️ appreciate your patience.
“Look, Simba. Everything the light touches is our kingdom.”
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I love it when subscribers send me pictures of their pets. Feel free to send me pictures and tell me about them and their personality. Pets are definitely a great cure for loneliness and depression. 💕
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A little thing about free will
When I think about the topic of free will, I make a distinction between free will on a micro and macro scale. We can’t choose a lot of aspects about us; we can’t choose our parents, where we’re born, our disposition and preferences for the most part. I can however choose to move my left arm if I so chose to. I may have a greater disposition to smoking addiction due to hereditary factors but I can choose not to smoke and get addicted. We’re educated by the values of our culture but we can also step outside those values and reflect on them from our own subjectivity. There’s a lot of aspects of our existence we cannot choose and have to accept, but that doesn’t mean our date is determined. We can make minor choices in our lives that have a great impact on the way our lives turn out. Sometimes the smallest little changes you make in your routine can have the highways impact in the long run. Keep making those tiny changes to improve yourself even if you don’t see its benefits immediately. I’m always here to help with dating or emotional advice ❤️
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💕 And most aesthetic apartment / person goes to … @nastyavalentine 💕
I’m so proud of my model shots I took of her. She is seriously one of the most gorgeous women I know. Her apartment was home design decoration porn that spoke to my heart and soul. A mix of intellectual chic and cute & kawaii — she also convinced me to invest in a comfortable mattress. I have a hard time sleeping and am cheap af when it comes to basic necessities so I may actually invest in myself and my well being. (Weird, I know). I thought I had a lot of Pokémon plushies but she puts my collection to shame.
I also got her a bunch of cat-themed gifts. ❤️
I will be sending out the full GGG video as PPV later today! It’s almost an hour long.
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Feel free to recommend a book you want me to read.
Here’s Hysterical Literature Part 2: An excerpt out of Grundrisse by Karl Marx. I’m glad I got positive feedback from the last one so here’s the second one. 🥰 I like hysterical literature because it feels like a balanced intersection between the physical and intellectual — I also like that it focuses on the woman’s pleasure for once and not just about pleasing the man which is mainly what porn consists of (I admit that I cater to this expectation as well). I really want to add audio content into my page, now that I have a better mic, it may be possible. If you have any scripts you think would be fitting for me to read, send it my way.
The GGG will hopefully be edited by tomorrow or the next day. I want to thank the subscriber who volunteered (I hope to pay him at least something for his time) We shot from different angles with many different cameras so that’s why the editing is a bit more difficult for me. It wasn’t just editing one piece of footage but multiple of them and integrating them seamlessly. I will try to have two edited versions of it — a shorter one where I post on my page and the longer version which will be up for PPV. Both girls were amazing to work with. ❤️
🌟 If you want to see content like the GGG, the girl creator who I collaborated with, asianvixen4u , has a lot of similar content on her page. She has such wide ranging diversity in terms of content, and not behind a paywall (a lot of GG and even a gang bang) Plus she was super amazing to work with overall, meticulous, practical, and caring. I highly recommend her page if you’re looking for quality / quantity of content itself (high quality and lots of it). I definitely plan to work with her and Christy Love again. ❤️ If you do subscribe, please let me it’s from my page. 💕
🌟 I will respond to all messages soon, later tonight or tomorrow. Sorry, my depression held me back a bit and my inbox is flooded, but I will get to it! I may not respond as much today because I am going to visit fellow creator @nastyavalentine! I got her so many cat related gifts. I’ll post them once I give them to her. If you want to find a creator who I think is most like me, definitely check her out. The way she runs her page is unique and creative, plus she’s intellectually engaging in discussion. If you do check her out, tell her it’s from my page. 🥰
I appreciate you all. 💕
Just for you guys. ❤️ Will be sending special reward to people who spam like so you can get some likes in. Raffle, as well.
This is a video from my new camera! I hope you like the increased quality, I will be posting more BG content soon. I leave on the fifth — so that’s when I can return to customs and do them all. I didn’t forget about anyone.
Please message me if you can’t renew. Thanks!
🌟 What do you think of the following quotation:
« Beauty always has an element of strangeness. I do not mean a deliberate cold form of strangeness, for in that case it would be a monstrous thing that had jumped the rails of life. But I do mean that it always contains a certain degree of strangeness, of simple, unintended, u n c o n s c I o u s strangeness, and that this form of strangeness is what gives it the right to be called beauty.
It is its hallmark, its special characteristic. Reverse the proposition and try to imagine a commonplace beauty! And how could this necessary, incompressible, infinitely varied strangeness, dependent upon environment, climate, habits, upon race, religion and the temperament of the artist, ever be controlled, amended, corrected by utopian rules, excogitated in some little temple or other of learning somewhere on the planet, without mortal danger to art itself?
This element of strangeness which constitutes and defines individuality, without which there is no beauty, plays in art (and may the precision of this comparison excuse its triviality) the role of taste or flavouring in cookery; if the individual usefulness or the degree of nutritious value they contain be excepted, viands differ from each other only by the idea they reveal to the tongue. »
— Charles Baudelaire, Baudelaire: Selected Writings on Art and Artists
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Happy new year! This is something new I am trying out; please let me know what you think.
Here’s my take on hysterical literature (reading aloud while sitting on a vibrator, fighting the urge to cum). I am reading The Rebel by Albert Camus. I apologize for it being a bit fast. Next time, I will work on slowing it down a bit. I have a new camera so I can easily do that now — I got the Panasonic LUMIX G95. It’s my first try though so hope you like it. I would love to do more of this for you if you’re into it. I have another one where I read Karl Marx 😂 What should I read next? I may try to get that wand vibratory thing since I’m mainly by clit stimulation.
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And so someone decided to send me hate about what I post on my OF page, how my nude selfies are mostly waist up:
I post a lot of body shots waist up because I’m not comfortable with my body, I suffer with a extreme body image issues (body dysmorphia disorder).
Shouldn’t I post what I feel comfortable with posting? There’s plenty of pages who don’t post nudity OR BG content & people are complaining I post pictures of my boobs too much? Talk about entitlement.
Isn’t it great that I have ONE part of my body that I actually feel confident in? So what there’s an angle I prefer to take pictures of, everyone has that. I really hate it when people complain about how I only post one nudity angle pretty much, I do have other angles on my page, thank you very much but yes, I struggle with intense body image issues and have been hospitalized for anorexia when I went down to 80 lbs. I’m still not healthy in how I perceive myself and am working on that.
YES I do want to please subscribers and post other angles on my page but i won’t do that if it will put my mental health in jeopardy again and make me go back to inpatient…
I don’t like talking about this part of myself but I guess I’ll mention it if someone complains I post too many of the same angle of nude selfies. Well, you know what, at least I post nudity, so if you’re going to be an ungrateful twat, go ahead and unsubscribe because I don’t appreciate people like you as subscribers.
I appreciate people who allow me to post what I feel comfortable posting.
🌟 For those who have video editing experience, I can pay you if you edit the GGG footage. I don’t have much experience editing videos and I want to get it to you all asap.
Stream started at 01/01/2022 06:58 am
Content Warning in the livestream: suicide, depression, mental illness, abusive relationships
Happy New Year. :) thank you all for those who showed up. I had a great time spending the new year with you. I am glad a lot of people interacted and shared their experiences in the discussion. I appreciated all those who tipped so thank you. I do talk about some particularly difficult parts of my life in this live stream from my first relationship (which turned out to be abusive) and my relationship to depression and suicide. I talk about these things because I know I’m not alone in them and so if you find what I say relatable, I hope I let you know that you also aren’t alone and can always reach out if you need help. ❤️
🌟 Would it be easier for you to resubscribe at a cheaper subscription price? If so, what price? I mean, I already offer discounts if people actually came up to me and talk to to me …
Share pictures of your cats or memes plz. (SpongeBob or anything but I love me some good SpongeBob memes)
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Most of my life, I grew up alone and without friends. I was often alienated from my peers for being too “weird” and bullied for my awkward mannerisms. I adapted early to primarily online communication since my closest friends were my online ones I met from games like maple story and WoW. I felt it was easier to express who I was online because their perceptions of who I am was not filtered by behaviors out of my control such as tics and speech irregularities. I am judged solely by the ideas I express in our conversations which I think are more representative of my being anyways. I don’t really need any in real life interaction because I feel my online ones fulfill the same social need.
I grew up feeling ugly and undesirable. I grew up believing I was “retarded” because I was diagnosed on the spectrum at s e v e n years old. I was called a retard too many times to count and at this point I use the term to spite them. Growing up ugly made me feel I had to develop my other faculties such as my personality and intellect. I’ve been told you have an “ugly girls personality” whatever that means lol. For most of my life I overly identified with my intellect, basically subsumed who I was (I saw myself as a “brain in a vat”).
All throughout my schooling years, I was bullied relentlessly even when I actually tried to fit in and be normal. At that point I felt there was no need in pretending so I decided then and there to stop caring about what anyone (except my family) thinks and just focus my concern on creative self expression and my ethical conduct with my interactions in the world around me. I encountered far too many cruelties in my life; I don’t want to add that to another person’s life by being cruel myself. I want to be the person that reminds people there’s still goodness left in the world, that makes them feel hopeful and forgiving. I want to be the person who makes them feel heard and understood.
A big reason why my Onlyfans focuses on emotional support is because it’s lacking in the world for men. I don’t think there’s proper resources dedicated to men in many places, for example men as sexual abuse victims (which we can’t forget do exist). So much of men’s emotional outlets are channeled into violence, sexual energy is a much better means of emotional relief — I want to offer a mixture of both — hyper-focusing on the sexual at the expense of the emotional will only leave you unsatisfied because you will be left with all the emotional pain you had to begin with, you’ve reached the end but there’s no resolution. Repression causes more repression, till they pile up and you don’t know which of your problems are caused by the other, and so on.
Emotional expression helps heal emotional suffering — although it may be initially difficult and perhaps painful, you learn a lot about yourself as both a sexual and emotional being. You learn to see what you are truly deserving of as a person — I will tell you what that is: you deserve to be listened to, you deserve to experience what you experience (if you feel sad, then be sad. There’s no comparing sadness or that someone doesn’t have a right to feel sad because another has it worse). You deserve to be respected as a human being (the Kantien in me) with means of his own. A huge social issue for me is the high male suicide rate — partly the lack of emotional resources available just for men (and stigma). My ex committed suicide when he was 22 (he should have been 28 now); I wish there was a way he could have been helped. It’s hard not to feel guilty or think I could have actually prevented it; all I can do is try to prevent future suicides from occurring by being emotionally receptive and open.
Some pictures of things in my life that have brought me joy. Who’s also a loner and doing nothing tonight?
I wonder if you can listen to copyrighted music on live stream.
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I made one of these corny “vision boards” for TikTok. One of my favorite subscribers made me a list of tik tok trends to do 🥺💕 if you’re good at tiktok, feel free to help me with this lol
www.tiktok.com/@katarinaishii
I would like to travel more this next year though. I just like making these videos way too much. What’s your goals for the new year and what will you do to achieve them? 💕
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I have a lot of messages to respond to, so if I haven’t responded yet, I will get to it, I promise. 🥺❤️ I haven’t forgotten about anyone, I pinky swear! I updated my website at Katarinaishii.com — let me know what you think about the new layout and color scheme. The GGG was rescheduled for tomorrow. 🥰 I can’t wait to have so much stuff to post on the feed for you all.
🌟 Have you ever subscribed to an Onlyfans page from one of those spam Ads some creators post?
💕 I’m making content later today (BG) so hopefully I’ll have a lot posted on the feed this week to make up for the dry spell.
Okay, I know it’s not THAT great but I’m proud of it because it took forever for me to do. I want to get better at making videos and using it as a creative form of expression. It’s a unique medium that has a lot of flexibility. I want to hopefully expand to other areas such as twitch and patreon. I just want to be able to save up money, pay my student loans and credit card debt, and hopefully exist somewhat peacefully. :,(
I’m pretty lucky I don’t feel anything from all the mean comments I receive on Reddit for having an OF. Granted, they can’t construct a logical argument if their life depended on it. It’s funny when they realize their arguments are failing and they go straight to insulting my appearance or calling me ugly. Bro, do you think I’m actually going to feel bad a rando on the internet called me ugly? Please, I had my whole HS school essentially call me that all four years. There’s no words that can hurt me. It does get exhausting having all these people hate you for a dumb reason like existing + having an OF. At least come up with better arguments so I can feel intellectually stimulated on a basic level while I simultaneously cringe. Ah, there’s no end to the hate I receive simply for having an OF and trying to make a damn living.
>> Myth: Onlyfans girls have no self-respect <<
Most of the time, people will claim onlyfans girls (sex workers) have no self-respect or dignity, which justifies society’s mistreatment of them. Let’s take apart why exactly do OF creators lack self-respect, what does it mean for an individual to have it, and what are the perceived social implications of losing it. What makes sex work particularly undignified, compared to say, working long hours at a factory barely meeting minimum wage or an adjunct that has a full schedule of classes to teach and a long list of articles they must get publish in order to be considered for tenure?
They will say, being naked on camera is what makes them lack self-respect. My question in return is, why does nudity imply a loss of dignity? This all seems to be connected to the religious notion of the body being a “sacred temple” and the equally archaic idea of women needing to preserve their modesty in front of everyone besides her husband. What is considered to be dignified differs from culture to culture; a woman showing her hair or wearing her skirt above the knees in a Muslim household would be seen lacking self-respect or dignity but in our Western world, she would be labeled your average girl.
Their argument that OF girls lack dignity and self-respect is simply a boring reiteration of earlier religious arguments made against any action women took that moved them more in the direction of independence. OF girls lacking self-respect seems to be an ad hoc reasoning for explaining why they are against OF creators. Most of the time they fail to define what it means to lack dignity or respect and why this lack of these qualities cause them to be undeserving of basic human kindness (some have argued further).
What I see as their real problem:
Onlyfans makes women more independent; as a result, they are becoming less dependent on men. Men, in turn, feel threatened by this growing independence and are becoming alienated from this image they constructed of themselves as the “provider” or “breadwinner”.
Here’s some natural sun selfies ❤️ I’m doing a GGG collaboration later today so I can’t wait to share with you the results when I’m done. 🥰.
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Why do we like who we like?
If x, y, z are characteristics I like about a certain individual: I’d ask myself whether I’d still like the person if they lacked x, then y, then z, & we can continue this thought experiment with varying combinations of traits they theoretically possess or lack.
People, for the most part, judge an individual holistically, but in the end, their judgements can be reduced to some finite set of characteristics. It is intractable to come up with that set. We simply do not know it. Thus, holistic judgements are our inability to enumerate that set & compute it logically. Our brain does computations that we are unaware of in the same sense in which we recognize a facial expression "holistically" a la Wittgenstein, etc.
If D = ex & C = current object of affection
Let X = {things about D that I like}
Y = {things about D I don't like}
X' = {things about C I like}
Y' = {things about C I don't like}
It's sufficiently hard to know what's in each of those sets. It’s even harder to know what's in their intersections and complements.
I may be projecting traits or I may really want X,Y but is imagining X',Y'. I may be seeing an illusion of X',Y' so instead of X',Y' i'm seeing X'' = Projection(X) and Y'' = Projection(Y)
Overall, there will probably be reasonable commonality between X, X' and Y, Y'
The conclusion is that one should take a holistic approach in their assessment of a person instead of focusing on their individual characteristics.
Inconclusive.
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Here’s my solution to how to find a partner lol
How to find a partner
You have a finite amount of time and potentially unlimited options, and so there must be ways to assess people and whether they would make an appropriate partner (“relationship material” or be a worthy investment). It's good to establish a baseline where there are non-negotiable characteristics that must be reached (we can set the baseline to 50%) -- and we have the qualities we are willing to compromise on. Once involved in a partnership, we can make a list of their personal assets and liabilities — measure it using the baseline. Each quality is assigned a value (the higher you rate a trait, as you would guess, gives it a higher value) and do the same for the liabilities: the assets add to the baseline and the liabilities will subtract from the calculation of the baseline + assets.
(Flaws of my model: Even if we accept the premise that an individual can be reduced to a set of characteristics, this model discounts the impact of variable interaction. The combination of two or more characteristics may produce a reaction in both parties that is greater than the individual reactions of each separate characteristic.)
My thought process when writing this was centered on the issue of Optimal Stopping, which is a decision making problem that one is confronted with when faced with a line of potential options. As a rational actor, we preferably would like to choose, when possible, the best of those options. Decision-making, in this case, requires the accumulation of data and some form of relative standard by which the data extracted from the potential options can be compared with that of the other. When choosing a partner, we judge them by drawing comparisons between previous partners, crushes, or potential love interests. However, a rational decision involving love (oxymoron?) cannot always be made by comparison because there are other factors pertinent to our courtship conundrum.
If we do not want to decide our fate with a mate in this way, we can always apply the Threshold Rule where there is a set percentile that the potential love interest must make or exceed before they can be considered. I see this as the baseline (non-negotiable qualities that an Individual must possess in order for me to seriously consider them as a potential match — an example of a highly ranked characteristic is a certain type of intelligence — analytic and logical thinking is a favorite). Anyone below this baseline is simply not entertained. There are qualities that are desirable, but not necessary, as long as they are above the baseline of what I consider to be acceptable (such as attractiveness — age fades, beauty becomes a bore, and intelligence infinitely entertains...).
The problem with finding the Optimal Stopping time is when the so-called “best” option has been rendered long gone within the search itself or that the time, holding value in the sense that it implicitly contains gains and losses, (gains when time is used wisely and the time spent toward a goal amounts fruitfully rather than a loss, which is when one has wasted their time striving for a goal, receiving nothing in return) Is considered to be a loss due to the fact that the tedious hours spent toward the pursuit of the “perfect” partner could have been used more productively.
I finally have some good news — the wallet I thought I had lost was mailed to my parents house so now it’s in my possession once again *reunited and it felt so good*. I’ve had this trusty wallet for about three to four years now; it has served me well, ol’ faithful. He now gratefully returns to his duties guarding my money in my purse. A woman and her wallet; a bond like no other… okay, I’m taking this too far and will drop while I’m ahead. Pictured above is said wallet.
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